These day offs are not day offs. Now that I have finished my study, I feel the need to apply for vacancies soon; I feel a bit of guilt every time I'm not doing anything productive, my parents have been hoping for me to start working right away, that's why. I don't think I'm ready to give up the unemployed days just yet, but maybe it's just me being sluggish. In my imagination, being employed would mean giving up the fun days of being able to do anything and go anywhere, anytime. I have mixed feelings about being employed soon and actually growing up, but let's hope everything turns out well and I'm able to work things out, following my future plans regarding to career directions.
In the mean time, to complement the gloomy days ahead, I have made a playlist of songs that I have been in love with lately. It sounds a lot more arranged and better than the last playlist I had, but I'm still practicing and experimenting with various sounds and genres. These sounds are the company to rainy days and the splash of color in dark days. These songs are most definitely going to be on repeat months ahead.
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